Paralyzed Perfection

I'm trying hard not to give up on writing and posting to this blog. My need for perfection, my fear of judgement keep me from doing what I want. I enjoy writing and I think I have something to say. I don't know how to write I don't use big words and I don't think I'm very intelligent. But do I have to be to have a blog? Probably not. So I'm going to keep trying and not give up. I'm going to learn how to be a mother, wife, neighbor, friend and a blogger. I'm going to learn one day at a time to do something I love even if imperfectly. I'm not going to give up like I've done so many times in the past because something got so hard. I only have to be concerned with what I and God think. Everything is ok. I am ok.

Don't Give Up On Me

I am so new at this. Kids get off the bus in 10 minuets but if I don't write again I might not ever. Gotta go. Oldest son is home and not letting me write. Guess I'm gonna learn when and when not to write.

New Beginnings

I've always wanted to write. This is the year. I think I have a lot to say but some might not agree. I created this blog to get my scattered thoughts out of my head. I don't have one single topic I have several. So if you decide to follow me, please be patient. That's it for today. Duty calls. Motherhood that is.